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Just another year

by Zap! the band

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1.
I never knew feeling so normal would feel so bad And I said you didn’t warn me (You had) I never hurt like this but that’s what comes with feelings The good, the bad All the feelings you wish you had You said don’t text me cause it’s over Suddenly you’re looking older It’s what I wanted, but it’s just what you got Four years to pay to get away from loneliness, and feeling so afraid Was no mistake I’m praying that I’ve learned my lesson Praying consequences fade away They’ve killed enough of me
2.
No time to kill But you make me laugh and that’s something to do My mind is kill And there might have been some damage if I got myself to move I don’t have any enemies But just a few friends And if our class all hated me and you still stayed with me what then? I don’t have any enemies But just a few friends And if our class all hated me and you still stayed with me then maybe they just hated you instead
3.
uhhhhh 01:49
I don’t know what it’s like To get away sometimes You said you hate your life And every God damned time it got better You never You don’t know what it’s like To face your fears and fight
4.
Are you really here to teach, or is the whole point to preach on your position of power in a game? The community adores you, yknow the one you talk shit to behind closed doors then smile in their face The world loves an asshole, but I’d love to tear your castle down I know you’re a gamer before you’re a man, but maybe we could work on the gap It’s hard to have heart if you don’t know here to start, and it’s not where the pussy is at The world loves an asshole, but I’d love to tear that fucker down!
5.
16 02:45
Well if I know one thing I wanna change But what would you think of me when the days get longer? What if I wanna go? I only say cause I don’t know Can i tell you something? It’s hard to live But you already know this Cause I tried to show you What if I wanna stay? I only say cause I don’t know Are you listening? I don’t care As long as I’m speaking, the weight is lifting But it’ll settle again Cause that’s just the way it goes
6.
Hannah I just met you, you say you’re 18, I hope that that’s true But it don’t matter, cause you don’t answer ever do you? You’re not innocent at heart, I knew that from the start when I saw your car Seats laid back and condoms in your glove compart- Meant to be or not, I’m wondering Hannah doesn’t fuck around She doesn’t want a song about her Her heart is like a moving cloud Unreachable, devoid of color The things you say don’t make much sense Going to the beach is not a feeling it’s an event But my true concern’s for my one chance that came and went By tomorrow I’ll be fine I’ll have let you slide out of my mind But I can’t help but notice I’m never satisfied Meant to be or not I’m suffering Hannah doesn’t fuck around She knows what feeling she is after It’s not for anybody else The wind and beach and sea can have her
7.
h0nest 04:11
Someday I’ll have to admit My life’s not how I wanted it Nothing’s going like the books under my pillow said it might Or how my therapist would like If I’m honest And I don’t want to be You’re better than I will ever be If I’m true And I don’t lie to you I’m standing on the edge And the darkness looks good I’ve got a light that keeps me moving If I stand still it starts to fade I got a past that left me hurting That I still feel today I wanna let out all these feelings But I’m afraid I’d die I’m learning not to worry I can’t control my life
8.
This new zap! the band song? Not good! But you don’t have to tell me that, I’m the one who wrote it This new zap! the band song? Not good! But you don’t have to tell that to me, I’m the one who wrote it badly I had to know If you were angry I had to wait To see if you had something to say In your car With the windows down, the sunlight rolls down your arm You point out the moon I don’t look cause I care, I look cause I care about you In your car With the taillights out, my hand lies on your arm And you missed my house This neighborhood has changed It’s not the same place where you showed me how to let it out
9.
mouth 03:57
The words have left her I think I cheated on every one But I wanna be known by the way I made you feel when we weren’t done It’s not lost Full front and center Everything about me you despise All the little things that you recognize as part of your life too So come and save her Why don’t you treat her like the kid you are Cut the brake lines cause you never thought it’d get that far It’s not lost There’s nothing to be so bitter about, why don’t you take my name out of your mouth You’ve got enough shit to deal with that’s actually your business now I’ve forgiven and forgotten and given up on figuring you out So let’s just fuck this place up and move on to the next one
10.
I can’t forget The way that I felt when I thought that you said I love you Alone in my room No one to stop me from thinking of you Nothing to go off but words that I’m saving for you I try to let my thoughts about you take their leave with the wind When you’re not on my mind then I can be happy again I always thought that if I could stay cool I could get what I want I traded my life for a game that I never won I know I shouldn’t feel like this You’re in a bad spot just like I’ve been But I do
11.
pass away 04:41
Are you all so eager to move on? To pass away the life that you don’t want Maybe I’m afraid to look for love Or maybe I don’t care enough I don’t care if this turns out to fuck me over I still desperately want you to be closer Oh shit not again Oh you You have outgrown me now I still feel like you’re the man in charge But I’m alone on stage playing both parts I was pure back then and you liked that But one day you felt I held you back I don’t care if this turns out to fuck me over I still desperately want you to be closer Oh shit not again Oh you You have outgrown me now miss you

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released July 21, 2019

vocals, guitars, keys- Calvin
drums- robot

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