1. |
we were already dead
01:41
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I never knew feeling so normal would feel so bad
And I said you didn’t warn me
(You had)
I never hurt like this but that’s what comes with feelings
The good, the bad
All the feelings you wish you had
You said don’t text me cause it’s over
Suddenly you’re looking older
It’s what I wanted, but it’s just what you got
Four years to pay to get away from loneliness, and feeling so afraid
Was no mistake
I’m praying that I’ve learned my lesson
Praying consequences fade away
They’ve killed enough of me
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2. |
mind iss kiil
01:27
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No time to kill
But you make me laugh and that’s something to do
My mind is kill
And there might have been some damage if I got myself to move
I don’t have any enemies
But just a few friends
And if our class all hated me and you still stayed with me what then?
I don’t have any enemies
But just a few friends
And if our class all hated me and you still stayed with me then maybe they just hated you instead
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3. |
uhhhhh
01:49
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I don’t know what it’s like
To get away sometimes
You said you hate your life
And every God damned time it got better
You never
You don’t know what it’s like
To face your fears and fight
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4. |
sammy’s song
02:23
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Are you really here to teach, or is the whole point to preach on your position of power in a game?
The community adores you, yknow the one you talk shit to behind closed doors then smile in their face
The world loves an asshole, but I’d love to tear your castle down
I know you’re a gamer before you’re a man, but maybe we could work on the gap
It’s hard to have heart if you don’t know here to start, and it’s not where the pussy is at
The world loves an asshole, but I’d love to tear that fucker down!
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5. |
16
02:45
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Well if I know one thing
I wanna change
But what would you think of me when the days get longer?
What if I wanna go?
I only say cause I don’t know
Can i tell you something?
It’s hard to live
But you already know this
Cause I tried to show you
What if I wanna stay?
I only say cause I don’t know
Are you listening?
I don’t care
As long as I’m speaking, the weight is lifting
But it’ll settle again
Cause that’s just the way it goes
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6. |
hannah’s song
03:14
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Hannah I just met you, you say you’re 18, I hope that that’s true
But it don’t matter, cause you don’t answer ever do you?
You’re not innocent at heart, I knew that from the start when I saw your car
Seats laid back and condoms in your glove compart-
Meant to be or not, I’m wondering
Hannah doesn’t fuck around
She doesn’t want a song about her
Her heart is like a moving cloud
Unreachable, devoid of color
The things you say don’t make much sense
Going to the beach is not a feeling it’s an event
But my true concern’s for my one chance that came and went
By tomorrow I’ll be fine
I’ll have let you slide out of my mind
But I can’t help but notice
I’m never satisfied
Meant to be or not I’m suffering
Hannah doesn’t fuck around
She knows what feeling she is after
It’s not for anybody else
The wind and beach and sea can have her
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7. |
h0nest
04:11
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Someday I’ll have to admit
My life’s not how I wanted it
Nothing’s going like the books under my pillow said it might
Or how my therapist would like
If I’m honest
And I don’t want to be
You’re better than I will ever be
If I’m true
And I don’t lie to you
I’m standing on the edge
And the darkness looks good
I’ve got a light that keeps me moving
If I stand still it starts to fade
I got a past that left me hurting
That I still feel today
I wanna let out all these feelings
But I’m afraid I’d die
I’m learning not to worry
I can’t control my life
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8. |
santa rosa 96
04:26
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This new zap! the band song?
Not good!
But you don’t have to tell me that, I’m the one who wrote it
This new zap! the band song?
Not good!
But you don’t have to tell that to me, I’m the one who wrote it badly
I had to know
If you were angry
I had to wait
To see if you had something to say
In your car
With the windows down, the sunlight rolls down your arm
You point out the moon
I don’t look cause I care, I look cause I care about you
In your car
With the taillights out, my hand lies on your arm
And you missed my house
This neighborhood has changed
It’s not the same place where you showed me how to let it out
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9. |
mouth
03:57
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The words have left her
I think I cheated on every one
But I wanna be known by the way I made you feel when we weren’t done
It’s not lost
Full front and center
Everything about me you despise
All the little things that you recognize as part of your life too
So come and save her
Why don’t you treat her like the kid you are
Cut the brake lines cause you never thought it’d get that far
It’s not lost
There’s nothing to be so bitter about, why don’t you take my name out of your mouth
You’ve got enough shit to deal with that’s actually your business now
I’ve forgiven and forgotten and given up on figuring you out
So let’s just fuck this place up and move on to the next one
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10. |
machina dei 4
03:31
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I can’t forget
The way that I felt when I thought that you said I love you
Alone in my room
No one to stop me from thinking of you
Nothing to go off but words that I’m saving for you
I try to let my thoughts about you take their leave with the wind
When you’re not on my mind then I can be happy again
I always thought that if I could stay cool I could get what I want
I traded my life for a game that I never won
I know I shouldn’t feel like this
You’re in a bad spot just like I’ve been
But I do
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11. |
pass away
04:41
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Are you all so eager to move on?
To pass away the life that you don’t want
Maybe I’m afraid to look for love
Or maybe I don’t care enough
I don’t care if this turns out to fuck me over
I still desperately want you to be closer
Oh shit not again
Oh you
You have outgrown me now
I still feel like you’re the man in charge
But I’m alone on stage playing both parts
I was pure back then and you liked that
But one day you felt I held you back
I don’t care if this turns out to fuck me over
I still desperately want you to be closer
Oh shit not again
Oh you
You have outgrown me now
miss you
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